Friends with .......

OK i am at a lost right now.....it has been close to five years since i have been in a relationship.....i mean the its just you and me no one else,yes if someone ask i am your girlfriend thing. I have been on to many dates to count and of course had those "special " friends. but that's just it i keep fallin into the "friend" category. I put it in God's hands a long time ago but now i know that I must make some moves on my part to. No one can find someone sitting in the house all the time,unless you are looking for an Internet freak(I'm not ready for the Internet hook-up yet). I have dated guys in the past from the Internet back in my black planet days.....but i was very young then and didn't pay attention to detail as much as I do now.

So alas I sit here kicking it with the girls which is always fun but still waiting for that romeo. I have started to go out more and spark up some interest(if you know me,you have seen the new hair on myspace and facebook) I am doing a lot of work on me. Which a lot of times people overlook themselves. I am finally comfortable with who I am and I know what type of person I am so that I can know what I could give to someone that i am in love you(took a long time to reach this point). Oh just on side night I have not "laid down" in two years.....so i haven't been wilding out in the streets either lol.....I am just going to have to work on this last step I got to....which is patience. (they say it is a virtue but dang why is it so hard,lol). But i refuse to get put back into the friends with benifits package ,either you want the whole show or nothing at all. I love myself to much to keep fallin for that!!!!