I am shopping

OK so I am trying to do a lot of upgrading to myself,including my cell phone. I am of course a member of the most reliable network,lol . Wonderful service but unfortunately not to much pick on phones. These are my top choices that I am like right now:

The blackberry or:The Motorola Q.

I'm leaning more towards the blackberry because the Internet is great and well i am an Internet junky. The Q is smaller but I don't know i haven't heard good things about Motorola phones. I am keeping my options open for right now. got to make a good decision. i am going to have this phone for a good minute,lol.

ebay

OK i have been bidding on eBay everyday for the last week trying to win some shirts. anyone that knows me knows that i am the biggest tom boy when it comes to how i dress. i am polo and jeans everyday of the week. it makes me feel good and very comfortable so that is what i rock. I keep losing my bid!! it gets down to the last second and of course I get outbid because my computer is soooooooooo slow. (i am so wanting a apple laptop right now).

But anyway here is an example of what i am bidding on

They come with tagging and everything. Typically in the store these run for about $65.00-$75.00 dollars a piece, but the bidding goes for one price for all five. Right now these were won for $50.00 dollars and then another $20.00 for shipping. Still way cheaper then getting them at the store. I guess I got to keep trying!!! EBay sucks sometimes lol!!!

what you eat don't make me .....shit

ok so yea i have been away......far far away. and for good and bad reasons. bad reason......i'm lazy. i don't like the 9 to 5 routine. I want my free time so when I come home it's straight to either working out or being a couch potatoe. So I don't do to much computer time like I use to.


But here is an update.....

I got another raise at work yyyyeeeeaaa mmmeee! I am going to be able to graduate this summer by the looks of it. (I'm still crossing my fingers till I know for 100 percent!) And well Love is still what it is love.


But on to the title at hand......

In this game of love why is it so difficult to realize when you have a good thing. You say you want one thing but you run in the other direction from it like the plague. I have a friend who dated a dude and they had a great relationship. But whenever she was ready to totally give him everything he wanted and drop her whole life. He ran! She kept giving him chance after chance after chance. He kept putting on his best pair of Nike's and running faster than Carl Lewis. I don't understand how you can make a person feel so low and only want them when it is convenient for you. That is so low. I told her that she needed to stop being available to him and he would truly see the error in his ways. People always complain about not having good things and then poof they let them go. This love game is sick.......I tell u.....sick

ok so........

have you ever been in a just I don't give a care attitude?? i think i am there right now. my manager that i work with is very cool. we get along great,then there is her boss. she likes to make us feel like shit for no reason at all and a lot of times tries to get us in trouble cus she is having a shitty day. i have always believed in faking it till you feel it when it comes to my job cus i have to deal with people everyday. but this shit is just to off the chain. what do i have to do to get some damn respect around here!!!!! I'm getting closer to posting my resume online and waiting for the calls to come in........(and yes i am typing this on the company computer,LMAO!!!)

damn can i get one.....

OK this has been an interesting day to say the least. well i work at a apartment complex and well of course the staff is not that big,a big staff is not needed. but when somebody leaves it can be a pain in the ass. and well right now i feel like i cant sit down. we have had three people turn in notices in the last 5 days. which leaves the rest of us wondering.....wondering how long it is going to be before we want to turn in our own. i love my manager . i have worked with her for over 4 years and well i do consider her as more than just a boss. she is a friend. she has always kept it real with me and knows a lot more about my life than a lot of people do. and i don't want to leave her high and dry but at the same time you got to look out for number 1 right??

well today seemed to be the beginning of the end. me and girl p were the only two in the office and well let's just say when one leaves the other goes thru hell. like right now i am on lunch and the phone is ringing off the hook. she is only one person ,can't answer 4 lines at once. and as the summer gets hotter and longer....so will our days at work. it just makes you want to say fuck it and walk out .....but then there goes that friend element again. i don't know..... i am going to see how summer school goes and maybe just maybe i can make it thru the summer.Only time will tell.......

back in the game......

yea i had to take a break...not for life itself but at least from blogging. work is well work and to top it off has become way to big a part of my life. during the summer my job gets hectic and more hectic by the minute. we are trying to end the year on a high note and begin the new one on a good note. not doing to good either way but it is what it is. love life is kind of at a standstill....not to much going on there. I'm trying to be content. but in this fast pace world it is hard to not want what you want right then and there. but I'm trying.....i promise i am.

I wish i had more time to blog.....hopefully since i am going to be back in school in a couple of days(yuck!). I will be more focused on getting on the computer. i use to be on it all the time but now i actually have a life outside the world wide web(shocking to me). I'm a nerd and proud of it!!(but i do know how to have fun). to say the least my life is taken interesting turns.

I have two new godchildren from two people that i have pretty much known my whole life and i cant be happier for them! one a girl and one a boy(the best of both worlds). they both will make great mothers. it is going to be fun watching them go thru the experience cus i am not ready to go there just yet lol.

well i am about to be off to work....my roommate is still sleep cus she has the day off. she doesn't get many so i am happy for her. but sometimes i wish i did get more than the weekend.

later days!!!!!