Your body

I watch you when you are enjoying me.

As I kiss you from head to toe, tasting all of your nectar

The embrace of our bodies causing an organic irruption.

You crave my purple kisses all over your body

sending chills down your spine like only I can do.

You got my attention what are you going to do with it?

You move in front of the mirror, I take you from behind.

I seduce you with every move of our bodies to the music.

I love how you work your body

moving your thighs side to side.

I move my hand up to touch your breast.

You moan with desire.

I know that your pussy is on fire

I slowly move down ,turn you around and stick my tongue in to cool you down.

I move you to the bed as you reach down to scratch my back.

I tell you to relax but you can't.

You wrap your legs around my head and start to squeeze.

I cum up for a second to kiss you and tell you to let me do my thing. You moan with desire

as I slip my fingers in and just gaze into your eyes.

I work my way back down and replace my fingers with my tongue.

You reach down for my head and you push hard letting me know you are almost there.

I start to lick harder inserting my tongue into your pussy.

You moan and then i feel a gush as you shake uncontrollably.



I come up and look into your eyes , you jump up and grab me and we roll on the bed.

you whisper to me ,that you want to make love.

You undress me and we begin to kiss.

your body is sweating against mine. You kiss my breasts as I hold yours. You kiss down my body not missing a spot.

U reach my pussy and you begin to explore

My heart is racing as you begin to lick my pussy.

my temperature is rising I can't take it and you know it.

You begin to go harder and harder .

I grab your head and you know I am about to cum

You thrust your tongue into my pussy

and I climax.



We move to the shower and we begin to wash each other. Your body is so sexy

i can't help but stick those pretty titties in my mouth again. The water is running down our bodies, but i can still feel you getting wet...



And we start all over again...

damn your body.

Life Lessons

OK so it is summertime. The weather is in the 80's the sun is shinning and everything seems good with the world. Well almost everything. I am not in a relationship,which is partly by choice and circumstance. I don't like my job. Love to shop at target but working there sucks. gas is almost $4 and by the time I finish writing this it might just be at $4. And the world as my short life has known has dramatically changed. What is there to say about the life that I live. Well I hope in the near future it is going to get a whole lot easier then it is now. I want to travel this summer. The major plans right now are D.C. and Chicago. I have a sister in the Chi and two close friends in D.C. It is nice to have people in places that you can visit. The hard part is getting there.

I also have a new friend. She is a pretty cool chick I must admit. And she is doing something that I have never thought about. She is living out a dream of teaching overseas in Korea. It looks beautiful there. I couldn't imagine the changes you have to go thru living in a culture that you know nothing about. I am sure that it is fun and is a learning experience everyday. She is like me in a lot of ways. We have good conversation. It is nice to talk to someone who is going thru a lot of things you are. We both have people who have our hearts but we are single. It makes it hard to open yourself up to someone new until you let go and well I know I am not ready to right now.

The NBA finals are going on and right now both teams that I wanted to be in it are in it. L.A. and Boston. It brings a old feel back to the game to see both of those teams with so many championships between them back at the top. This would be one of the more exciting finals we have had in a long time. I have never been a spurs fan. Tony Parker I give props to him because when he drives to the whole no one can stop him. But as a team I don't like them. Watching them is like watching paint dry on a wall. Don't get me wrong they win and I know this. But they are still boring in doing so.

Well that is it for now I will go more into detail about life later.

Long Time Coming

Wow it has been a minute so much has happened in a two month span. It is amazing how time slips by and i realize I haven't wrote anything. Tonight was my usual Thursday night with Grey. I love that show. It is like really looking into some one's head and surprisingly me and Meredith have way to much in common on a daily basis.

"don't wonder why people go crazy,wonder why they don't"- Meredith Grey

In my life I have plenty of moments where crazy turned into reality. For the people around me I am the smile and the light. The one that can make it thru everything. On the inside I am a totally wreck. Hiding things that I feel the world doesn't need to know. Just like Meredith I saw a therapist. And I wanted her to fix me. No one even knew that I saw one. In high school it's a wonder as to when I actually had time. But sometimes you need that person that is not connected to you in anyway ,but to be paid to sit there and listen. Just listen. In this world to many people don't take the time to just sit in silence. We are surrounded by so much that takes up our time. I learned after my mother's death that I needed to sit in silence. There was so much I didn't know and didn't understand. A lot of it was not for me to understand and still isn't. My dad thought i was going to drive myself crazy. And in a certain way I needed to. Who doesn't cry when their mother dies?? I didn't. I bottled it up and kept on with my life like it was something that was suppose to happen. And in essence it is. There is life and death. There is no way to escape either, it is inevitable, YOU ARE GOING TO DIE. You just never know when ,how or where it may happen. It is all a part of the plan. Your life is a plan with steps,issues and different levels.

So one day just like Grey did at the end of the show. I had to really look at my situation and realize what had happened to me. And well needless to say I went crazy and I lost it. I cried and cried and cried. Nothing could stop me for hours. I was mad, I was mad at the fact that I didn't do this sooner. I was mad at the fact that my mom was not there to hold me and show me the world as she had promised. I was mad at the people around me because they took for granted what I didn't have. In life we picture things as we would like them to be,but it hardly ever turns out that way. In someway it is going to be different. Even if you dream of being a superstar it is going to be something about that stardom you aren't ready for, or was not wanting. Even though my mom is not here I know that I am still doing the things in my life that I would have done even if she was here. I would just have her here, that would be the difference. Sure somethings would be different,like what school i went to,or where i am living, but I would still have grown into the same successful person because I am doing things I always wanted to do.So never think that going crazy is a bad thing. You need to go crazy. Sitting in silence is not going crazy. It is talking to God,Jesus ,maybe even yourself. No-one knows you better. Words of mere mortals will never really take away any pain or thoughts you may have, but just having someone to LISTEN to you allows you to listen to yourself. And in that hind-sight you will then begin to heal.God will always be a portal no matter what. He knows what you feel and what is going on in your head even when you don't want him to listen. So everyone has someone that will LISTEN and never judge. But in that you also have to sit back and be still and LISTEN .....he will give you your tools but you have to be silent to get that touch.

I'm out