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i am who i am. to know me is to love me.....i am trying to become the person god wants me to be.......

Friday, September 21, 2007

good nights....bad days

well last night was good for me. i went to a club called play. it was the night of the pageant, now this wasn't any regular pageant it was a gay club. you had the kings and queens. the kings were girls that were dressed as dudes. and the queens were just regular girls lesbian of course. the king portion i had never seen before. it was crazy ,this one girl we will call X was the cutest white "dude" i had ever seen. it was crazy to even believe that it was a girl. she had the dress, the walk ,the hair everything. she definitely was the talk of the evening. now of course I don't like to club so there had to be a reason for me to go out. that would be "new new' she invited me and c out to see her perform ,she was in the queen competition. she did a really good job i must say and for once i wasn't totally turned on by just seeing her move. i guess partly because of the attention she has been getting from C(who by the way they have exchanged numbers and started texting back and forth) anyway,it kind no scratch that really makes me jealous so i look at her in a different way now. its cool though to each his own i guess.



anyway back to the competition now until this morning i didn't know that one of the girls acting like a dude i actually knew until my bff p told me about it. this girl use to be the love of her life until well my bff got bored. lol. my bff has not had the best of luck with relationships probably because she spoils girls to much. anyway.......she told me that it was her in the show and i was like wow because me and c thought it was her by just looking at her but we didn't know for sure. We will call the girl "tra" for writing purposes. Tra did a really good job and came with some very good outfits. It was so entertaining but at the same time felt so wrong lol guess it was guilty pleasure.



Anyway so of course my new new and the X factor won and now they get to move on to a bigger competition which is good fro new new. She has been going thru a lot in her personal life and i am glad that she has something good to talk about now. She looked beautiful but not as beautiful as my C. (wink wink). Well on to today.....



Everything started out ok, got enough rest after staying out all night, wasn't late to work and got all my cds burned for the office. Get to work get my check and well ....I wasn't happy. That forgot my COMMMISSON!!! which made my check very short from what it was suppose to be. So i was not happy about that at all. And on top of that my keys got lost. so as you can see I am not a happy camper at all. My key to my car has a computer chip in it, so that is going to cost me a arm and a leg to get a copy of and i have to get it towed there!!!!!!!!! I guess what they say is true when it rains it pours.... I hope my night gets much better and i am going to pray that my keys turn up!





later Days............

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