Not in the mood

I haven't really been in a blogging mood. There is so much going on inside my world and my Lil head. It is hard to let it all out in words sometimes. I have a lot of life changes going on. Some good ,some bad,some confusing as hell. Some of what is going on I may never write about.....somethings people need not know. A lot of my friends are pregnant and getting ready to bring a new life into the world. I know personally I am not ready for that but I am very happy for them. Maybe they will teach me some of those mother lessons so I will be prepared. Some are having girls,some are having boys. Some just found out so the jury is still out on them. I have Friends and family members getting married. Weddings are wonderful and the ones I have been to have been story-book fairy tales. I have found out that some old friends have gotten married as well and are flashing some pretty big jewelry lol. The job is well the job. I can't say that I am 100 percent happy but I am just blessed to even have a job at all. I guess ill update in a Lil more detail when I feel that I can put it all into perspective as far as me in general goes......