Well this was suppose to be the weekend filled with work ,work and more work. The days of the red and khaki are ending for me. The moments are numbered and I am slowly counting down. I erased the Saturday moments to spend time with one of my new home girls. We will call her young B. Young B is cool. Always speaks her mind and doesn't hold back for anyone. I respect that about her. She always has a story to tell and for once in my life I enjoy listening to someone Else's antics that mirror mine so much it's unreal lol. She knows more about me then most. I can be myself around her which in this world is hard to find sometimes.
She is like the mirror image of my besti. She can hang with us even though she isn't the same age and her age doesn't matter. We kicked it yesterday to take the mind off of nupe phi nupe. A small trip but a much needed one. She got tat-tat-tatted up lol. I am afraid of the whole tat thing. Doubt I would ever get one. But I really did think about it yesterday. I got to see my play lil brother. Who at one point in life I thought would really be my brother in law. But that is a whole another story within itself. He has a girl now( for a minute I thought basketball would always be his girl). But he seems really happy and I am happy for him. He introduced me like I was important. Made me feel special lol. Of course he spoke to young B ,who was having flashback central while in the tat place. It was crazy how many people were in there. All different backgrounds looks and sizes.
Chatt in some ways reminds me of Memphis. Hood in some places nice and simple in others. It is like going from one world to another ,by just traveling down one street. So we spent the whole day in Chatt just having fun. It is amazing how you be together with a cool person and just have fun. On the way home I just got into my slow jam mix and just rode. Thinking about life and where I want to be by the end of the year. It is a look deep within inside me that I started at the beginning of last week,when I turned in my two week notice without even knowing where I would work or how I would survive when that last day came. Needless to say God shows up not when you want him to but when he needs to. And that happened that day. I stepped out on faith and he answered me. Because I knew he would cover me. And I am blessed to say that I love the Lord and everything that he is doing in my life. I am blessed with a new job and new friends. It is great to be me.
Love~Live~Life
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