the thought of you....

your embrace of my body runs thru my mind
I'm infatuated with your obsession
you left me wondering where did i go wrong?
i thought our friendship was so strong.
ranting
raving
realizing
reluctant.....
knowing i would never see you in that way again.
mad
angry
upset
at the thought that you don't want to hear my voice or feel my touch....
happy
thoughtful
delightful
anticipation
is what we had for each other at one time,when we knew we would share that embrace.
spoken
feeling
enticing
taste
of the newness of starting something fresh that was suppose to last and not be like other times.
embracing
touching
hugging
joining
our souls together as one to make beautiful music together.
tenderness
affection
enjoyment
adulation
i guess now they are just feelings and thoughts of you.