sometimes u make me want to have a girlfight....

ok so a few months back i had this infrautuation with this girl name C. C. was cool we had a lot of fun together and she made me relaize that i could have feelings for someone outside of my feelings for the bestfriend. now i must admit right now i am mad as hell at five in the morning because well i don't like being taken for a fool. and well i feel that i was taken for one in the situation with c. sometimes people promise you things and deep down inside you know that it isnt going to happen but i tried to think that it would be different with her but it wasnt. she took me for aloop i must say. took my money my clothes and my time. because even know i am wasting time trying to get those other things back knowing full well it isnt going to happen. now i try to pray about it and be the bigger person but that just doesnt seem to be working. sometimes it seems that god is playing a trick on you.but i know that he took me thru the situation with c for a reason. even when i try to be nice to her she doesn't give me the time of day and it hurts i must admit. you give so genuinly to a person you know a nice hello ,how is your situation going would be nice but never get any response ,nothing. i was there for you when you needed someone to pick you up but you couldnt be there for me. it sucks really bad. but i guess in this world people do bad things to good people. hopefully my day will get better and i won't see anything else i don't need to see.......